Release

She wrote on an empty page. The words decorating the canvas. There were words from her soul and words she chose to hide but they came fast and then they came slow. The secrets would come out tonight. She wrote fearlessly and passionately feeling she was on a forced mission she just must complete.

She wrote and wrote till the sun hung low and then until the stars came out in the sky. She wrote and wrote and thought of all she had seen. The eyes of a gentleman shine so bright and disguises come off in the light. Promises made without a care in the world and selfishness taking over . She saw people pretend to be what they were not and leave when they felt things weren't going their way. She saw love and respect dwindle with insecurity and fear. She saw how once once you stopped respecting someone you loved -nothing was left but an empty shell. 

She wrote and she wrote till her heart swelled up like a flood gate holding back a violent storm. She wrote of strangers meeting and changing each others lives. She wrote of the feeling of calmness on hearing someone specials voice and an unparalleled happiness. She wrote of something that replaced loneliness but lacked commitment and of how emotions were easily wasted - so shamelessly.

She wrote until empty pages lay heavy with words and until her fingers ached with the pressure of the pen. She wrote till her eyes gave way to tears and a sadness engulfed her. She wrote until happiness took over and nothing mattered anymore but the fact that she was free. She was free of everything that held her back because it was now out in the open . It had been revealed and was hers no more. It was the worlds to read , to hold and feel. It was a story for most and a reality for many -but for her it was her release.