Life

Her hand was a few centimeters from his resting on the rail. An announcement overhead voiced her flight was ready for check in. She was looking down not wanting to move and not wanting to stay. Deep in thought..she seemed to be waiting for him to speak first... People surrounded them in the chaos of the airport. For him the silence was deafening. He couldn't hear anything but the clock on the wall and the occasional overhead announcements. Time was slipping away. .. He wanted to tell her she was the best thing that ever happened to him. He wanted to shout it to the world.He wanted to stop time. Board the next plane to No-mans land -where he would never have to see anyone else but her. He wanted a world with her-A separate existence ..just him and her-no one else. ..it would have been incomparable. His hand brushed hers and he finally made eye contact. "Can you forgive me?" A clumsy embrace followed and he could tell she had been crying. His heart sank..She whispered in h...

A little conversation enveloped in just the right emotion.Is surprising how much you can say with your eyes....not needing words...Your intensity, your values , your mind, everything about you-is just right. The perfect combination.Let me stop-and believe.... I was stuck in a rut not moving forward or going back..stagnant with nowhere to go. Then something changed. You came, you waited and you waited. Sometimes I wondered how you did it.The odds were against you -I was against you ..but you showed me something I have only come across in glimpses..never in such intensity . You believed in me , respected me and were not afraid to show it. Today in my humble opinion I would like to appreciate you and tell you this. You are greatly valued - more than anyone else, what you say and what you do is held is great esteem-and from now on will be -always. I need to say Thank you for sticking by me, through thick and thin and valuing me even when I didnt believe in myself. Such faith is rare indeed...

Life - So many amazing experiences all in your name. Happiness and sadness -such a partnership of the contrary. What will be heading my way next?! Imagination -the icing on the cake. It brings a wonderfully exotic twist to life. It makes the weak stronger and the stronger super human. Let my imagination grow with your uncertainty. Continue to amaze me -my wonderful life.

Goodbye . Lets leave it at that. Please don't call me and if you do I won't call back. Hehe does that make me sound evil or capable of moving on when I need to? I don't get this sometimes here and sometimes dissapearing behaviour. My life is too short to move in time with your decisions. My decisions are my own as is my direction. You were given a chance to make it truly yours. An opportunity to grow and explore. You had your time -now please move on-let me go and even if you dont -you know I'll be gone. This sounds harsh but is actually so much more. Its direct and straight from the heart. I wish for you endless happiness -you didnt bring me any but you gave me dreams -even for a little while. The dreams of what could be -even though it wasn't meant to be.What isn't meant to be -was never mine and it wasn't yours. It was ours -for a moment - but this time -right now -the moment is mine -please leave -Goodbye.

My need to explore and gain, to understand and learn. My need to wonder and question and to know I cannot change what is to come My need to discover and tempt fate My need to be kept on my toes My need to desire but be appreciative of less My need to accept and not repeat mistakes My need to know that when one door closes a multitude of others open My need to focus on the positive My need to respect and recognise My need to praise more generously My need to end the bitterness My need for once to forgive myself My need to find someone and know My need to converse and be heard My need to cry and not be seen My need to be saved once in a while My need to think and contemplate. My need to hear and you to show My need to just let go..