Life

All that glitters isn't gold. What seems like a perfect fit right now -only does so because of a collection of experiences that have shaped your decisions. Tomorrow when you look back this time will be surrounded by a cloud -flying over the horizon not to be seen again. As I near another goodbye, strength and wisdom force me to choose sides. Do I take the side of life and look to the future or do I take the side of fate and reminiscence. This decision isn't one I necessarily need to make right now-this time it will just happen-time and circumstances will change and you will stand facing another door waiting to be opened..

Time-change-stop -just for now -stop and maybe next time you can go at your own pace -just this once -stop

A dream on the verge of ending. Here it is -now forever -is a time that we will remember -and wonder how and why it passed so quickly -by the time we catch our breath -i'll be elsewhere and you wont be near. The clock hands move to quickly. This time when I want to stop it, it is slipping through my fingers like sand. A feel of loss and not knowing the future. A gesture of togetherness that I will remember with a smile tomorrow.

Our beliefs change so much with time. Living in the moment is paramount to truly appreciating everything that comes our way in life. A few years back certain things would never have been said or thought of and now I will hesistate, think and may dwell on certain decisions a while -but while the decision may be sensible it will open its arms to possibilities. If we havent breathed and felt all around us -have we lived-can we say we've lived? It is the single ray of light from the lighthouse that guides the lost ship on a carpet of black. I want to feel the intensity of life in my bones and grow old knowing I have lived. I want to remember everything, who I spoke to, when I spoke to them, where us friends met, where we ate, spoke and walked, I want to breathe in my experiences. Even with the short time given to us in this world -I want to feel and be felt.