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The waiting game

Waiting has taken on a new name. Its beginning to take its own shape and form and develop a personality. It has a mood and comes and goes as it pleases. It teases from a far and tempts with tasters. Singledom has never been a very fair game -especially when marriage is on the cards. I believe we are all destined to meet our other halves. This is not inspired by a bollywood movie even though I am a zealous fan. No-this is based on islamic views. We are all made as pairs and I am waiting to be united with my other half. Have I miss read the signs and passed them on or have I just not opened the door for them to enter. Have I already said no to someone I should have said yes to or have I become overly picky. Is wanting the same values and decency you expect from yourself in another person unfair? Is it asking to much or is it prolonging an already difficult decision. There isn't a lack of men or a lack of women but their is a lack of compatibility. I am astounded by how many single p...

Endless

On this road of endlessness I have come to a conclusion. The night merges into the day and the day into the night. My time isn't my own its a corporations. On the journey to success somewhere I have lost perspective. I want to hold on to now -when I am young and energetic but at the end of the day -the darkness of my room before sleep engulfs me is my only haven. No time but this -in the dark where the shadows play -am I truly in charge of my own time. Only this is my own. This is the only place where I ever hear myself breathe.