Life

You are the only person I know I can tell anything to and not fear being judged You are the only person I want to share all my deepest and darkest secrets with You are the only person who takes me the way I am and has a heart of Gold You are that one friend that forgives and never holds anything against me –you truly forgive from within You are the only one who has stood by me all these years regardless of what has been going on with me or you personally You are the only friend who has believed in me even when no one else does You are the only one who feels my hurt and happiness the way my family would You are the only one I would call family –because after all things have been said and done –You are still the only one.

Wrote and opened a hidden part of myself So I deleted. What the world doesn't know -exists, but only in a plane somewhere in my mind expertly hidden from human view. Does anyone need to know?How it really is?If you write it -doesn't it gain a solid form? So I deleted. And that was the end of it with a box's open lid closed and sealed tightly shut- I deleted.

How can one person make you feel like they dont need you and then almost suddenly make you feel needed, supported and cared for all  in one instant ?Miraculous really?Isn't it? Over time associations and dependencies form. They create such a bond that it is hard to imagine life without them- but then when they happen to dissapear or reach their natural end - you move on.. You have too - it's survival of the fittest out there ...You cannot just stand still or can you? Can you stand still and let life just pass you by ? Would it really be that bad or would it really be the dreaded end ? Or just a break for a second or two? It's the fear of letting go that gets replaced by the fear of being left behind? How fear drives us in most instances even though we don't always call it fear- but an insecurity, a motivation or an ambition.We want to be seen as the one who has had figured it all out - when most of us are still fumbling our own way in the dark!  So how can one p...