Life

Love me as if I were dying. Tell me those things, That you will wish you had said. Love me as if I were dying. Take me places, Do things with me. Whisper, laugh Giggle and snort. What would you say to me, If you knew I was dying? Tell me now! Don't delay. Hold me close, now closer. Share with me as if I were dying. Show me those things, That you will wish you had shown. Share with me as if I were dying. Let's not think of why we can't! Let's find ways for us to do! Build memories today, For we may not have another. Love me as if I were dying. Hold me as if I were dying. Talk to me as if I were dying. Laugh with me... Laugh like we'll live for ever!

I am a wave amongst the billions gasping for the shore..I reach for my Allah..needing guidance once more. I am so weak it hurts my bones -they feel malnutrioned like they have been ignored.. Stress engulfs me..it takes me over. I struggle and break free only when you help me. Please forgive me..please forgive me..I need you desperately..not a second goes by without my needing you..your the reason for my existance and the reason I continue to breathe.I feel Allahs miracle work through me and around me..it is everywhere... SubhanAllah Allah I need you to regulate my behaviour, my faith and my understanding. My weaknesses outweigh my strengths and I struggle endlessly to build on the little knowledge that I have. Bless me with limitless strength to endure lifes trials as they head towards me.Help me appreciate what I have in my life with a greater passion. I am incredibly blessed but can only see what I lack. You bless me endlessly -with more and more and then..more again. Forgive my want...

I notice how your smile lights up your face. I notice a softness of the honest kind.. I notice how different from normal my observation is .... I notice how hardships have made you stronger I notice how you possess a silent inner confidence I notice how you are proud of what you have achieved I notice how generous you can be even when that generosity isn't reciprocated. I notice how different our lives have been and how different we are because of this. I notice how our differences could be positive. I notice how things are changing.. I notice how equations with people are now different I notice how you don't voice this increasing dis-comfort... I notice how when things have been asked.. no solid answers have been received I notice how those answers have been lost in interpretation-deliberately And I notice how this seems acceptable. I marvel at how ..while we don't acknowledge it... we're thinking it...

Intentions not to hurt or be hurt. Intentions to understand and be understood Intentions to help and be helped Intentions to connect and be connected Intentions to react but not cause a reaction Intentions to hear and be heard Intentions to smile and be smiled at Intentions to follow and be followed Intentions to be honest and receive honesty Intentions to find and be found Intentions to accept and be accepted Intentions to hold out my hand for you and be offered yours in return...