Life

Lists of qualities and superficial attributes. The judgement is honest but pale. What the other is saying is fringed with want but not entirely clear.Time is a series of steps taken towards another of analysis and decisions. A coffee going cold in a bustling cafe and the clock watching person staring outside. Distrations engulf from all direction but their eyes only focus on one. The one demanding, waiting, patience and deserving your full attention. They dont smile at you or acknowledge your presense until the distance between them is of a minimal kind.

I am but a collection of my values. If mine are the same as yours then there is a way forward from here but -if there isnt common ground -lets part with dignity-no blaming and no finger pointing -lets mature with our experiences and realise how far we have to go -and if the pivot of our lives is leading us back to a path we have taken before -is life being kind or leaving us blind. I am but a collection of my values-they make me who I am-if I change them for you-I exist as not what I am but as someone I once was.

Warned of consquences from every action and still no learning. A hidden meaning in the discerning. Be free of generalisations and what the other wants -think for once where you're heading and how near the destination lurks.

Move on from distance, move on from ignorance and move on from a lack of recognition. When your destination isnt the same -move on. Change what you want and it really is that simple. Move on to wanting new things!

A quietness-serene-almost dark. The breaking day light undressing the night. How wonderfully new every day and its opportunites. Lay still while it unfolds and it brings with it more and more. Breathe deeply and feel the light on your face -it makes shapes on the wall -like never before. Is this the beginning of the day or the end -both look so similar -is this me in my true reflection or another..

Singing through the lungs and breathing like a yogi-shudder in the light and drown in the dark -when there is no middle ground left -where do u turn but learn another way to survive-even drowning will teach new lessons. This doesnt make sense -what is she saying -she used to be wise but with time and age has become incomprehensible.

Endless thoughts of one goal and endless trying to achieve it. It twists this way and that and struggles to break free but everytime it manages to breath is taken down by another wave. Sheltered briefly by the sun it drifts far off under the shade of a near by ship. The ship races on and its left scorching in the wide ocean with no shade until the evening. Water surrounds it but drinking only increases the thirst -salty -but its still water -it will quench and make it delusional but its still water -endless thoughts of one goal and endless trying to achieve it.