Life

She wrote on an empty page. The words decorating the canvas. There were words from her soul and words she chose to hide but they came fast and then they came slow. The secrets would come out tonight. She wrote fearlessly and passionately feeling she was on a forced mission she just must complete. She wrote and wrote till the sun hung low and then until the stars came out in the sky. She wrote and wrote and thought of all she had seen. The eyes of a gentleman shine so bright and disguises come off in the light. Promises made without a care in the world and selfishness taking over . She saw people pretend to be what they were not and leave when they felt things weren't going their way. She saw love and respect dwindle with insecurity and fear. She saw how once once you stopped respecting someone you loved -nothing was left but an empty shell.  She wrote and she wrote till her heart swelled up like a flood gate holding back a violent storm. She wrote of strangers meeting and ...

It comes and goes at a drop of a hat and leaves us craving more. It brightens the day and makes stars appear at night A hazy mist and the shining daylight  It wraps it arms around like you like it will never leave  Its the relationship that you were waiting for  Or the job that would make you whole Its the book that never ends  And its the friend thats ever faithful Its the skin that never wrinkles  And its the ray that keeps the dark away And then its gone -with the blink of an eye...Shallow happiness. Its selfish and seizes up every emotion It makes you feel so complete It comes and then it goes like it was never yours to keep Shallow happiness you make us wonder -when will you come again? Its like the glistening candle that burns at both ends Its like the water that keeps a puddle alive  It gives us hope and endless pleasure and makes everything so intense Shallow happiness? I dont understand -will you ever be th...

Every day brings a new revelation. Why is it that what you work incredibly hard for ...at times... becomes a hindrance to fulfilling your strongest desire? Why do people see you differently before and after success? Why does something you have achieved and the person that you have become- become so very hard for them to handle?  What once was acceptable over time becomes unacceptable. You see people for what they truly are and they see you for what you are. When do the scales tip in their direction and when do they favour you? Why is it that what they seemed to be in the beginning is very different to who they actually are? As their beliefs and experiences reveal themselves - why is it that you aren't sure who they are any more? Why is it that -what they want is always more important than what they want for you or with you? How can two people want similar things but not really want the same thing at all? Why is it that they are willing to allow you to give up everything you know f...