Ramblings

What is left it seems-A distant dream.
Is this the way I chose or the path that was chosen for me.
Turns and twists -the direction still unclear
I am a collection of my wrong and right

I wonder if we should have known
Where we stand today ..individually -alone
Our choices were fair..we were just..
but happiness was in this decision lost..
What made sense then ..doesnt apply now.
A cloud of dust again surrounds.

Sometimes I wonder what could have been
then dawn breaks and its another day
The brightness engulfs and I rejoice

I listen and I question
my mind continues its journey. It wont rest.
It never has..it will contine ..until its last breath.

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Hayaah said…
''I wonder if we should have known
Where we stand today ..individually -alone
Our choices were fair..we were just..
but happiness was in this decision lost..
What made sense then ..doesnt apply now.
A cloud of dust again surrounds.''

These lines stood out to me... So beautifully captured, so DAM true...

a cloud of dust again surrounds... *sigh* so sad and then sometimes i just feel nothing... = |
12:45 pm
Ommara said…
Thank you hun..

Its amazing how many thoughts were wrapped into those lines...we do so many things in the present that end up affecting the rest of our lives..and then exactly as you said ..u get to the stage of nothingness--where u have grieved/felt/thought enough..and now u feel almost nothing..
3:38 pm
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