Continous prayer

I am a wave amongst the billions gasping for the shore..I reach for my Allah..needing guidance once more. I am so weak it hurts my bones -they feel malnutrioned like they have been ignored..

Stress engulfs me..it takes me over. I struggle and break free only when you help me. Please forgive me..please forgive me..I need you desperately..not a second goes by without my needing you..your the reason for my existance and the reason I continue to breathe.I feel Allahs miracle work through me and around me..it is everywhere... SubhanAllah

Allah I need you to regulate my behaviour, my faith and my understanding. My weaknesses outweigh my strengths and I struggle endlessly to build on the little knowledge that I have. Bless me with limitless strength to endure lifes trials as they head towards me.Help me appreciate what I have in my life with a greater passion. I am incredibly blessed but can only see what I lack. You bless me endlessly -with more and more and then..more again. Forgive my want that never ceases and my desires that grow boundlessly.

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A.Wahab said…
If your intentions are so pure than no way that Allah will not listen to you, thats what my experience says. "Allah too esse logo ka intazaar kar raha hota hai keh kub mere bandeh mujh se dua kare and He fulfills everything they ask for".

I tell you Ommara, one day someone will fall in love with you because the way you express your inner feelings are so pure and beautiful that it can change anyone.

If this is really you than you are forgiven by Allah. I pray that Allah fulfill all your dreams and you live a very healthy, long, happy, peacefull, neverending life! Ameen.
6:03 pm
Ommara said…
W-that is incredibly sweet. Thanks.
1:03 pm
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