Feel it

Such an incredible tiredness- it seeped into her bones.An endless journey that makes her weak. She knows tomorrow will be another day but if it is like today -it will be a long one. Time passes slower and everything seems like more of an effort.Then, life happened. It came, she felt it... It passed, she felt it... It lingers...she feels it.

Hope , positivity and care. They came and they will come...they always do... for that belief she is thankful ...but only when this tiredness passes...for now it lingers and persists...settling heavily...taking hold ...she is shielding herself from the cold.Then, life happened. It came, she felt it... It passed, she felt it... It lingers...she feels it.

Confusion and a lost direction. Such an incredible tiredness took hold that it seeped into her bones.Where from here? Acceptance? Rejection ? or Avoidance? Holding on to something so very tight...it gasps for air. She made it into a dream...it was effortless and smooth -she could almost touch it... Then, life happened. It came, she felt it. It passed, she felt it. It lingers...she still feels it.

Raised hands and an inward prayer. Give me direction and make it clear. 

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