My journey

I dont quite remember when it started.. through a trecherous desert or a deep thick forest.. my imagination fully giving me direction..

The mind has grown leaps and bounds --its not contained but only found
Distant memories come to haunt and in their wake I long to walk
Nowhere is here and where is nowhere to be found
A deep instilled belief of whats right and wrong
Finding my way through the grey
Making sure I felt with my hands and tasted with my lips
this very life and its tantalising gifts

Not judging -no more of that emotion wasting stuff
No this time the journey has only begun
Come join me -lets have some fun
A freedom that was missing is heading my way
the distant future is my every new day
This positivity that has engulfed my senses --I want to hold on to it..so very tight...loosening my fingers just a little you know.,...to let it breathe..
Unclasp my hand? I couldn't ..no...
I dont want to to lose this feeling by letting it go..

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Hayaah said…
OH! Ive SO felt this come and go in the last few months!

Its as precious as scary the thought of losing it is = |

that make any sense?
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