Need

My need to explore and gain, to understand and learn.
My need to wonder and question and to know I cannot change what is to come
My need to discover and tempt fate
My need to be kept on my toes

My need to desire but be appreciative of less
My need to accept and not repeat mistakes
My need to know that when one door closes a multitude of others open
My need to focus on the positive

My need to respect and recognise
My need to praise more generously
My need to end the bitterness
My need for once to forgive myself

My need to find someone and know
My need to converse and be heard
My need to cry and not be seen
My need to be saved once in a while

My need to think and contemplate.
My need to hear and you to show
My need to just let go..

Comments

Anonymous said…
Sometimes, I read your posts and contemplate how much you sound like the inside of my head. It really boggles me.
12:24 pm
Ommara said…
Hehe how wonderful. Am glad we get eachother !
10:06 am
Hayaah said…
add me and we make a triology!

Each need reverberated to my core...

Ive been a missing and trying to catch up with so many of ur posts since i last checked...
3:57 pm
Anonymous said…
I know Hayaah, there are so many of us - I think usually we just don't tell anyone how it feels or how its going.
8:26 pm
Hayaah said…
and finding someone write/say it out as ure feeling it too is amazing. I think its that expression that catches our attention more that it would, otherwise... The feelings of being so similar...

That make any sense? = o
4:12 am
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