Goodbye

Goodbye . Lets leave it at that. Please don't call me and if you do I won't call back. Hehe does that make me sound evil or capable of moving on when I need to? I don't get this sometimes here and sometimes dissapearing behaviour. My life is too short to move in time with your decisions. My decisions are my own as is my direction.

You were given a chance to make it truly yours. An opportunity to grow and explore. You had your time -now please move on-let me go and even if you dont -you know I'll be gone. This sounds harsh but is actually so much more. Its direct and straight from the heart.

I wish for you endless happiness -you didnt bring me any but you gave me dreams -even for a little while. The dreams of what could be -even though it wasn't meant to be.What isn't meant to be -was never mine and it wasn't yours. It was ours -for a moment - but this time -right now -the moment is mine -please leave -Goodbye.

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Anonymous said…
Darlin if only saying goodbye could make it go away. Alas, we ourselves often don't let go and hold onto the thought for a rain day as what "could have been" sometimes helps bandage the void of something else that is not.

Yes, sometimes I say go away. Often I realize "it" is already gone or was never had and I just have to acknowledge it and move on.
9:55 pm
Ommara said…
Your right. Is easier said than done -especially when some kind of emotional attachment has taken place. Obviously depends on how deep this emotional dependance was. It may have been short and brief and therefore not much to worry about -but if it reached somewhere near your heart! your a goner:P
4:06 am
Hayaah said…
*sigh*

so sad how we all go thru this! even the imbeciles who put us thru it do!

Makes me wonder incessently as to y so much pain before the right one? Because nothing worthy comes without slight and hard work?

*sigh*

endless lessons and qstns asked by feeling hearts, since time immemorial I gess...
4:02 pm
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